Cribbing

So today I am browsing the internet and what do I find?! A dutch store (the Hema) has dedicated a whole site for students to cribbing!!! Can you believe that. Here I am enjoying a carefree and relaxed summer, which now I have to fill up with checking this site every day and cramming all the possible ways in which my students can fraud their tests!! Hurray for the internet!

Soft leaves of clouds whisper in my ear

telling me my love is dead

I listen to my heart...

...Broken

Flow

Life has a funny way of surprising you. When you really want something you won't get it and when you finally decide you can do without, faith steps onto your path.

I came up to a point that I decided I needed some flow in my life. The summer holidays were here and I felt like I finally could relax. I felt like I wanted a place in my house that showed who I was, a place where I can pin down my feelings, ideas and wishes. And so I made this beautiful pin-board. And of course it isn't complete, but that takes time, just like my life is still evolving.
Than I decided to plan my summer: things that I would do and things that I wouldn't do. My life felt at ease and for the first time in a long while I felt complete again. I didn't need more than just me, myself and I. And then there was faith, screwing my life up (in a nice way). Even though I have been telling all my friends and family that I wanted to stay on my own for a while I now find myself under the enchantment of the sweetest man I've ever known.

Grumpy

I have been in the weirdest mood for the last few days. Everything sucks! The weather, my clothes, my job, my friends and especially my mood. On top of that I had to study for a resit. Well guess what...?! That didn't happen. So not only do I feel very grumpy, but also majorly guilty for not studying. What is it in life that we inflict ourselves with these feelings, neatly fitting into a box. I am so sick of fitting in that box. Life is too short to be boring!!

So the first thing I'm going to do is to try and get out of this horrible grumpy mood. Don't yet know how, but I'm a clever girl, so I'm sure I'll figure it out.

Miss Dahl

Everybody knows Roahl Dahl, it's a must! His books have been around for quite some time and they never get boring. Recently there has been a new Dahl in publicity, Roahl Dahl's granddaughter: Sophie Dahl.

Yesterday after my favorite saturday morning program, Saturday Kitchen, a new program appeared: The Delicious Miss Dahl. I figured another cooking show (out of the dozen!!), but Miss Dahl pleasantly surprised me with her homesick cooking theme of the day. My mouth started to water, I instantly fell in love with her kitchen and I felt the urge to start cooking straight away!!

I can't wait for next saturday!! =D

Essay stress

All week I have been dreading this: writing my essay. It has haunted me in my sleep, especially last night, I kept waking up and thinking: 'oh, but what if I change this sentence into that'. The most horrible feeling. The reason why I was so horrified about this essay was because I just couldn't find the right angle, my head was a big mess of tangling wires that all went into a different direction. And all of them were impossible to link. Several sessions at school, where I had to lay down my ideas, were fruitless and only made the wires more tangled.
On top of that my ex-boyfriend moved out and that made it impossible for me to concentrate on anything for longer than 15 minutes. Luckily I still have my friends. I imagine I drove my friend Sarah crazy by calling her half the weekend. But despite that and my hell-weekend I finished my essay!!!

The make-over is done!

Check out the result!!!