Selflessness

Why do we keep taking ourselves out of the equation?
What is the purpose in our lives if we don't live them the way we want to?
How can it be that I know exactly what I want in life, but i'm still not able to make it count. I behave in ways that pleases other people. I put myself in a box, labeled by others and for what purpose.
A friend gave me some very wise words today: "Selflessness is one of the most admirable traits someone can have, but a certain level of behavior rooted in a healthy respect for oneself is necessary."
Hearing this, I totally agree with her, but now comes the hard part: How will I be able to incorporate this in my every day life? It is not in my nature to be selfish and it can be a very bad quality in a person if overdone, so where is the balance?

Bluebell Wood

Little sprites playing
In between the flattering clouds
Small noises reflect
On bluebell leaves of silence

It's complicated

It only strikes me now, when I am all grown up, that life is complicated. Thinking back, remembering my childhood, it all seemed so easy. No bills, no work, no relationships. Life was plain, or so it seemed, but the world of a child is never plain. It is as if they look at the world through different eyes, eyes that change over the years and start to miss all the subtle details of the world.
Every now and then it feels so wonderdul to just go out and take a hike or go for a run and look at the world around you. Take the time to see and not rush by on our way from one point to the next. Have a good look at the sparrow that rolls through the warm sand and feel the power of the waves in an autumn storm. Let these things amaze you, go back to your roots and even though maybe for a moment, life will feel blissfully uncomplicated.